Ashley Brooke Yeckering!

That is my girlfriends name! I love her with all my heart and like she makes me feel so special and like my mom loves her and like her mom wants to meet me and Im pretty nervous but I mean I dont think I have anything to worry about because I want to spend the rest of my life with her! I see myself with her for forever and like with Sarah I jsut never felt this way and like I feel so happy with her, Im extremely happy! :) Im very happy with her!

School and Work and Life!

I love life! I've been through a lot but I end up with a life in which I love forever! I wish I could spend ever second of everyday with Ashley! I am so very happy with her! When I talk to her I think nothing could ever go wrong! We are very happy with eachother and I feel as if we are so happy!!!!!! ;) Shes so sweet and tells me Im beautiful and that she wants to spend the rest of her life with me and that she is so happy we started talking and stuff! :) its truly exciting and it makes me feel as if I am on top of the world and that I am very special to her! :)

Happiness

I love to be happy, For what all I went through when I was ages 2 - 15 I had it rough and I should be really depressed but I know that no matter how mad I get I will never get revenge. I wish I could because I hate that man... I wish that when I was little I could stand up for myself but I never could I just ended up being a sweet little girl that got picked on and when my mom didnt believe me I just lost it and now idk if she will ever believe anything I say.. But she just doesnt care what I do now!. She just wants to know that Im not going back to Sarah and I will be staying with her and I am aloud to do whatever.

Puppies!

Last night when I got off work me and Ashley went down to the Humane Society and played with the animals and we just hung out.. Well we ended up staying there till 1:30 in the morning and now I am very very sleepy but I love her and I love to hang out with her because she makes me so freakin happy. I wish that when I was with her I could jsut stay with her because I hate when I have to leave her... She calls me everyday! We must talk at least once a day but we usually see eachother evveryday and if I dont get to see her I get kinda cranky. I just love the way I feel when Im with her! She just means so much too me! My mom love her and wants us to get an apartment together but I need to get a car first. I am very independent because I hate relying on people to do stuff for me..

Thursday

I moved back in with my mother and doing great.. I cant believe that I did it but it happened and it feel kindda good. I wish I didnt have to end the relationship I was in for so long but it happened that I ended up being the bad person. But in the long run Im much better off with who Im wish because she actually treats me with respect and she really cares aboiut me... I could sit here and talk about her all day long, I wish I was with her right now. I'm so tired... I kept her up last night and we both needed to go to bed. I just love her and want to be with her all the time. ;)

EVERYDAY!

I have been so happy the past couple of weeks and I love to go to school and work! it makes me so happy that someone really actually likes me and wants to be around me and hold me and kiss me but I mean if I didnt have her then I would jsut live with it but I do so Im extremelly excited that we have been talking and it just makes me crazy but in a good way.

Mistakes and love

I know that people make mistakes and its ok because I make mistakes but its ok and I just go on with life as nothing ever happened. I think once you find someone you like and they like you back and then you have someone that just like controls you and wants everything you to do to be all about her and well I'm very happy talking to this other person and well I feel that I need to be happy and she makes me so very happy! :)