This whole week has been really really bad.
My so called friend was suppost to be keep
a serect and he told everyone and now I'm
going through this whole big mess that I cant
stand. My girlfriend is having doubts and that
is killing me, I just wanna cry, sometimes I
wish that if maybe I wasnt here that everyone
would be so much better without me, But I would never do that because I love life but right now its just so crazy because I have this feeling I'm going to lose her and I really dont want to because I love her with everything I have, We have been together for 3 years and I just would be lost without her like you would be lost if you didnt have your phone. I just dont know what to do, I'm gonna try and give her some space and let her think and let her like think things through. I just hope this doesnt end badly, She is the love of my life even if I'm just in high school I dont care. I love her and she has been there for me through the ups and downs and I am sticking with her though her surgery. The other girl she is talking to will leave her if she has to lose her hair for the cancer if thats what she has, the doctors think she has a brain tumor or something of that nature and they are about to schedule an appointment for her to get that taken care and I will stick with her through all of this tragic event. I just hope she see's that I will be by her side through think and thin, happy or upset, wrong or right, mad or sad, disappointed or proud, through all that she is going through now!
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